God never ends on a negative. NEVER.

Annyeong :)

It's been months since my last post hehhe. These past few months have been a roller coster ride for me. I had to struggle through my third semester of my Foundation in ADP and oh boy, it's difficult. It was the semester that kept me moving on my toes, leaving me no rest at all. There were many activities going on these past few months :D Exciting ones of course!


First, me and my awesome dancing friend, AJ , we had the opportunity to perform for Women's Day somewhere in March :D
We performed to T-Ara's Roly Poly and to f(x)'s Gangsta Boy.


There were crowds scattered everywhere but I kinda expected more audience to be there since we performed on Ground Floor where everyone was gathered there for games and what not. I dislike the speakers that we used on that day, we could not hear the music and the Emcee properly. The sounds was all muffled up :/

 I don't fancy wearing those bunny hairbands but I had to when I perform Roly Poly :D

 There were FREE cupcakes! Yeap : ) Emelia did decorated one cupcake for me hehhe #I'mahappykid

Aj and I <3

Guess I have yet to mention my awesome trip to Crab Island as a part of my assignment for Photography class : ) Blogging about this trip reminds me of how my DSLR got spoiled. Yeap, it did due to an Error 99 (I'll explain later).


I personally like the scenery of the blue orange sky in crab island. With the horizon stretching as far as the sea. Very vast I'd say!
What surprised me was the colorful painted stilt-houses there. Gosh, they were painted with pastel mural paint and it looked lovely, lively and very cheerful.
It was drizzling over there when I arrived which later the rain got heavier as I progress down my journey to take photos. Not only that, the contrast of the houses side by side with the color that just pops out, it really amazes me.


I actually wanted to see if there's crab but I could not find any hehehhe. I wonder why.

 My favorite shot personally HEE :D

 There were more colorful houses but this is just to illustrate what I said earlier with the color contrast.

 There were many dog scattered around and all of them were adorable! Feel like hugging cuddle and pet them : ) ALL!

 Although I could not find any crab there, I found some Wantan Noodles! I had a great meal there :D

MY poor DSLR which has an error is officially unavailable. Of all times, the camera had to be down halfway my semester. I had alot of pictures/assignments left to snap and I needed my camera badly. I kept pondering, how am I going to get another camera that works and complete my assignment.
Honestly, I'm so blessed God directed me to my CF friend who has a DSLR : )
I did asked many of my friends who has a DSLR but they couldn't lend me theirs due to personal issues which, I totally understand.
So yeah, I managed to complete my assignment thanks to my CF friend. I could not thank her enough. She was like my life saver that day! You have no idea how much I appreciate her :'D

Also, during CNY my college buddies did a house raid hahaha. It was pretty awesome as we get to visit one another's house during CNY. Not to forget, to collect red packets! HAHHAHA! [evil laugh]
Nahh, it's the whole 'together' thing that counts. Visiting each other's house allows us to know more of their family background and to bond with one another.
Highlight of the trip was at Sean's house where his cat was on the top of the couch and Kidd's big hands accidentally slammed (while he was stretching his hands) against his poor cat and the cat LITERALLY FELL FROM THE COUCH TO THE FLOOR!.
LIKE BAM! It happened really fast and everyone saw it and the cat let out this weird sound (The cat is fine though, no harm or injuries).
I could not hold my laughter and I went PFTSDFFGJHAHBAUHAHAPFFT.
Everyone laughed too : )

At Sean's

Emelia and I <3

* * * * * *

I have so many 'stuff' going on, on my plate right now.
Because my foundation has just finished and i'm entering my degree year next week, it kinda means I have to pay a huge sum of money for my degree.
Prom is coming up and I'm practising my arse off for the performances. It's a huge deal for me and the last thing I wanna do is screw the performance up. On Prom Night itself.
Honestly, after my college friends said they are not going for prom, I didn't have the mood to go anymore but because I'm performing, I had to.
It's my first college prom and I really really wanna spent the awesome night with my awesome close college friends. If only they know how I feel, really :/
IETLS exam is just around the corner and ASDFGFGDAS! There are so many details I need to consider, with little time given of course.
I'm praying the exam will not clash on the same day of Prom Night, if it does, then God please bless my soul.
My foundation results are gonna be released next week :O
#ROLLLIKEABUFFALO.

I'd still remember when I enrolled for ADP, looking at the cost, it made my heart ache literally.
I could not afford yet I still put my hopes in applying scholarships or loans.
Pfft, guess things are not going the way I planned.
In the first place, it was never meant to go that way perhaps :/

Let's just take this positively, I'd remind myself daily.

God, you said you will provide for me and I do not have to worry. Hence, I believe you will provide for my college fees.

God, you said you lift up my burdens. Hence, I believe that I shall not worry about the how much I have on my plate or on my shoulders.

Lord, you said, your plans are to prosper me and not to harm me.

These are your promises and I'm sure you won't turn against your words.

God, I know you are never gonna end things on a negative and allow me to have a flourishing ending.

A to the J

Hey,

I just want to dedicate a special post to my special friend, CHONG SIAW JUANGGGG ! <3

I still remember the first time I met her which was during our college trip to Port Dickson but I din't really pay attention her and we were not even close although I walked by her so many times in Port Dickson hahha.

But then we had the same passion in life which is, dancing : ) and I met her outside of the dance class and that's how we got to know each other more in depth and get along pretty well. Therefore, our friendship began to develop. 

Everybody calls her A.J (her nickname) and sometimes I call her by her real name, Juang.

Juang is a really kind heart-ed girl, generous, delicate on the inside and hard on the outside.

She may look strong but her heart is as soft as any of the other girls out there.

Honesty and integrity is what I like about her. She's honest with me although she knew the truth will disappoint me but that was friendship is all about. You tell your good friend everything including the truth and not hiding it from them.

Not forgetting, she's really pretty, bubbly, friendly and funny to be with. She and I would always make each other laugh. LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH LAUGHHHH! 

Hehehe, Juang is really diligent in what she wants to do or be, always in the focus.

Juang cares for me a lot and she treats me as if I was her precious sister in college.

I could always come to her for help and her shoulder is always there for me to lean onto during my saddest moments.

She's got a heart that is made of gold.

She and I share a lot in common and nevertheless we each have our own differences as well.

And the most important we share the most commonly is

우리 꿈이야

Oh right,

HAPPY 19th

BIRTHDAYYYYY

 JUANGGGG <3

Love you : )

xoxo

Braces!

Hello year 2012 : )

You know, I'm starting to envy people who gets the chance to wear braces.

For those of you who doesn't really know what Braces means, its simply :

 Dental braces (also known as orthodontic braces, or simply braces) are devices used in orthodontics that align and straighten teeth and help to position them.

& personally I think that I need one. Seriously hahha.

My teeth are not properly aligned eversince I was young. Also, it reminds me how I used to wished for a Braces every time I blow that candle on the birthday cake for 10 years.

Yes 10 years have passed and I still have not gotten my braces.

What's stopping me if you may ask, money money and money.

In our country, Malaysia, I am pretty sure that braces would easily cost about Rm4000 and above or below. Plus and minus which eventually my family could not afford to pay that much sum of money.

I find it hard to smile because my smile are always crooked. I find it hard to even do a decent smile hahha D; 

I'm not trying to sell myself short but honestly, sometimes I dont even have the confidence to smile infront of a camera.

I was never a camera shy person but whenever someone takes a picture of me and my smile will always look weird and I smile without showing my teeth because I dislike how my teeth looks like.

Its sort of jagged. In a way.

I've always imagined myself with braces and how I could no longer hide my teeth whenever I smile.

Oh, & colored braces are just so cool :D

There's even a video on how braces are done ;D